10-4 s

s is having a bit of an uneasy reaction to all of this wasteland but she’s trying to pull through somehow. little help b.  also, party with b-o last night. we held our breaths for a few seconds until we acclimated.  lots of shirtless people, a lot of girls wearing colored (red!) bras.  someone refers to s as “naked” re: story from 2006.  that shit’s “her”story, so let’s drop it.  nevermind rude intro.  also, good friend from 2006 having affair with new person, ruining marriage. is this what we’ve come to?  s felt oooolllld.  like an aunt who showed up at her nephew’s and niece’s party.  but you know, i think this is good.  this maturity thing feels better.  kept up by mice again last night. will get hands on poison, will get sleep.